New Direction

So, the crazy got the best of me.

By that I mean that I finally caved and went to my doctor. It only took a couple nervous breakdowns and crying spells for no reason, but I thought it may be time to seek help.

So on Monday, I went to the doctor. I told her everything that has been going on with work (since that's 80% of my problem) and the miscarriages and all of that. I could hardly get everything out without bawling. She ended up diagnosing me with depression and giving me a prescription for Prozac. She also gave me time off work-a month-to see if that does anything. I assure you, that's definitely going to help. It's going to help because I now have a month to relax, get caught up on stuff, AND find a NEW job. Fuck that place. I'm not going back there. So I'm hoping this is the beginning of a new chapter and new direction in my life. I want to get back to the fun Lyndsay that I used to be!!

That's all I really have to say for now. Other than trying to relax a little bit this week, I'm also trying to get some things done. Saturday, I'm a bridesmaid in a wedding-so I'm just trying to get everything done and get myself ready to go so that for the first time in months, I can feel like I look fabulous. :) 

I'll report back soon.

Happy 4th of July weekend!

This weekend marks our countries Independence Day! Hooray!

I'm sad to say that I'm a bit under the weather and won't really be doing a whole lot for it this year. Strep and Mono have been ruled out, so I'm not sure what would cause me to feel like death and have a temperature of over 100 degrees, but either way-no fun.

The husband has to work all weekend anyway, so after I work a quick (hopefully) four hours tomorrow morning, it will be back home where I will probably stay for the majority of the weekend. I have to get some things done anyway. I've been slacking big time since I've been sick...we'll say that it's just since I have been sick...hehe...yes..but not really. Either way-lots to do, so I'll have plenty around the house to keep me busy this weekend.

Eclipse came out on Wednesday but I haven't seen it yet. I think I'll see if Ry wants to attempt to see it Monday-we're both off so that might work.

Well, I better get to bed-not that I can actually lay down and fall asleep like a normal person because my head is so stuffed up....delightful.